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Oh, Aidan, I am familiar with both this struggle and this surrender … I often feel that I’m failing on every single dimension of my life, and wonder if maybe I’d do better if I simply had fewer ‘sides,’ as you say. But then I return again to my image of being a kaleidoscope, not a laser, and to my deep sense that I need all of this aspects of identity, all of these roles, for some reason. And I try to surrender. But it’s hard. So, so hard. xox
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